Tuesday, April 22, 2008;
there's a first for everything.
♥ 8:39 PM
there's a first for everything. Including experiencing someone quite close to you just leave the world for a better place. My grandma that is. I'll always remember her. Been quite a hectic 5 days for me throughout her funeral. Experiencing all the rituals and stuff for the first time, and knowing that i won't be seeing her again everytime i visit my cousin's house for the rest of my life is quite heart-wrenching. But what the hell, life goes on. I'll miss the dishes my grandma cooks. I'll miss her ang paos; I'll miss everything about her i guess. At the crematorium yesterday saw my dad and aunts and uncles crying, its just hard to bear. But life is like that, and this is just one part we all have to go through.
Hmmm. Thinking of dishes makes me hungryyy. I havent had dinner yet. Booking in tonight. Book in = sian! very sian in fact. bleh.
Through the past 5 days been chatting with my cousins a lot. I had the chance to spend quality time with them, catch up with them, and have men's talk with one of my cousins of the same age who's in poly. Had very nice talks with him, normally we would chat for hours, go down 7 eleven to buy breezers (we were at singapore casket), playing cards and watching people play mahjong in the function room etc. Then my cousins in primary school and sec school never fail to make me laugh. Like freaking funny la. One of them who is sec 1, chasing some girl. Then i read his sms-es, he didn't bother putting much punctuation in his messages. I was telling him wa u sec 1 chase girl already, not say cannot la LOL, but u must sms properly ma! Then we were all teaching him and telling him what to sms etc. LIKE LOL. At last i think it worked quite well ^^
Now I think i'll have more time to concentrate on the stuff that i wanna accomplish. And lol the way u guys tagged was super funny. and yes i do wanna get my driver's license fast. THEN CAN DRIVE. VROOM VROOM. woooooooooooooot. i think i'll try persuading my dad to let me drive a bit first =P its an auto car anyway so i think experience handling first or something maybe better. Planning to learn manual, as many attempts by ngeekiang to waver the hearts of us I-wanna-learn-manual-drive people have failed. heehee. but he has his points though. wise NK.
Anyway if you guys are searching for some new music to listen, I recommend Nerina Pallot. Been listening to her a lot lately, really great works of music i say. haha. RAWR I KEEP THINKING OF BOOK IN. CANNOT.
anyway see ya guys soon! and i apologise to any1 who wanted to have an outing on the weekend. Didn't really have the time to organise one. But next time if anyone has good ideas for outings dont hesitate to message me or anqing. I realize we've been going out almost every week, so maybe a rest for the last weekend isn't so bad eh? ;)
ciao then!
round and round we go...
